I do

I do

I believe it will be a day in the middle of May,
the rain from the night before will clear the air,
the past, the mistakes made once upon a time.
The sun will rise up to wish me “good morning”,
the light blue curtains will open a promise
of life with love and understanding.

Room full of giggling girls and Sprite, embracing
part of my unknown, yet beautiful beginning.
The sparkling shoes placed on my single bed,
the white, satin dress with lace-up ribbon closure
and astral designed straps, the flowers in my hands,
red roses, with the bloom of youth and romance.

Sitting on the old- fashioned arm- chair,
busy bees putting my curls in order and
hiding innocence and pearls in between.
My closed eyes ready for the make- up,
the flutter of the eye-lashes under mascara,
and the impatience : ” Are we ready to go?

The pride and the happiness in my parents hug,
seeing me pretty and grown, but still their baby-girl,
the reflection in the mirror, the approval : “Yes, perfect!”
Something old to keep the bond with my family,
something new to endure a forever of sacred feelings,
something borrowed to remind me, I’m not alone in this.

Something blue to keep the faith in the purity of the day,
and a silver sixpence in my shoe, I will have it all,
walking down the aisle with my father only half way.
The girls, dressed in red, opening the way to him,
standing to the altar, looking at me, expecting me.
Few steps to the “always” I’ve been dreaming about.

The words of the priest, the sip of red wine,
the tear in the corner of my eye, the hope and
the long awaited “I do”, followed by a kiss,
I believe it will all be in a day in the middle of May,
some May soon …

Inspired by “girls only” conversations.


All images in this post are subject to copyright

and belong to Red Sheep Photography and Guj Tungpalan.


© 2011  Broken Sparkles


*RedSheep Photography*

Everything happens for a reason, so they say. People are brought together for a reason and others are driven apart. An error on the printed map might take you to the wrong street, only to provoke your patience, but then you realize, lost on that street you’ve found the bookstore you’ve searched for so long. Five minutes late for the bus and you curse the driver and the luck you’ve got, but as you sit down on the pavement, waiting for the next ride to come, you never know who might sit next to you and smile at you ’till the end of all days. Every action has a reaction.

I didn’t miss the bus and I didn’t go to the wrong, one-way street with dead-end, I just fell in love with the wrong person, or better said, I myself chose to be blind and naive because of few “violent delights” that I always knew will have “violent ends”, even before the beginning. But haven’t we all been there? The sleepless nights with questions of sort “Why?”, the little investigations that took me to the “ugly truth” were after all happening for a reason.

The end of last year I started writing poetry, trying to prove wrong, people who “give bad name to love” and in all this, in between the words written and the inspirations,  I discovered RedSheep Photography and Guj Tungpalan. All girls and women dream, have dreamed at least once about weddings, about being a bride, walking down the aisle in a white, enchanting gown. Me too, many times, not only because I’m a girl, but because I’m a Dreamer. I might enjoy Stephen King’s books and vampires in the movies, but still I imagine the perfect white dress and the perfect man /silly me :)/.

"Dreamer"

Guj’s pictures inspired me to write “I do”, posting it here and choosing an image to go with the poem was very hard, because all of them images are amazing, that’s why I included in “I do” more than one. Looking at the gallery with art on RedSheep Photography‘s site, you see how beauty is not something trapped in a perfect shapes and lines, beauty is hidden in the special light, the specific angle that makes you love not only the picture but and the people captured there.

Some pictures look full with patience, some have suspense that makes you desire for more than what’s on the paper, to see the actual photo session, in order to verify the smile and the look of the people in front of the camera. Guj and RedSheep team respect the symbols of the wedding and I myself as one that respects them too, am very happy to have met/ though only online/ Mr.Tungapalan, I feel very honored to have him as a guest in my blog. I managed to take a bit of his precious time and to ask him few questions, here is what he says:

"I do"

Why photography? What made you love the photography?

Before I become a photographer, I was a graphic designer. Back then I only had a point-and-shoot camera and I needed a better one to take photos that I can use for my posters and other designs. During a vacation trip to Japan in 2006, I bought a camera and I instantly fell in love. (It was a Canon 400D and compared to my old Sony Digicam, image quality was far better.) I find photography very rewarding. It’s because I make other people happy with the talent that God gave me. I feel that this is part of my life’s purpose.

When did you start taking pictures?

First it was a travel photography 2006, in Tokyo, Japan, during a vacation. I was still working at HP when I went into people photography, covering team outings, parties and official team portraits.

Few words about your team, who is working with you and how each role of the people in the equip makes it a team work, RedSheep team?

The original members were part of an office bible study that I used to lead. Now the roster is quite different, with people who used to be our online contacts are now shooting with us. Each of us has a specific skills, personal taste and this adds to our team mixed creative palette.

"Together"

Why did you choose wedding/engagement photography, what do you want to be shown with your work?

It’s challenging! In fashion photography you have conventionally good-looking people. Wedding photography dares you to bring out the internal beauty brought by the once in a lifetime moment, unlike studio photography, there are no second takes, it’s real, emotional and very intimate. For weddings we capture emotions that you can’t repeat or choreograph. For engagement shoots, it’s natural, comfy looking portraits that accurately depict the individual personalities of the couples.

Is it easy to make people comfortable in front of the camera?

It depends. I’ve seen a wide spectrum of personalities from the brides and grooms. Some are shy, some are natural (just like professional models) and others in between. During portrait shoots we just make a conversation with the clients as we shoot – so they won’t notice that we’re already taking photos of them ;-).

"Spirits"

How did you come up with the name Red Sheep?

I wanted something different, not my name or not any photography-related cliché, but something that points people to God in a “non-religious” way. Red = Jesus blood, sheep = us, the members of the team, always depending on the Good Shepherd. It’s quite graphic, but RedSheep is a sheep covered in Jesus’ blood. We’re nothing without God. It’s not about our skills or individual talent. God is our great enabler. And RedSheep is quite catchy – people can’t help but ask, why RedSheep? Just a name inspired by Seth Godin’s book “Purple Cow”.

Idols in photography? And what would you say to all people supporting you?

Filipino Wedding Photographers: Nelwin Uy, J. Lucas Reyes, Metrophoto and MangoRed. Internationally: Jose Villa (US), Axioo (Indonesia) and  StillMotion (Canada)- although they’re known for video.  I’m still in the hobbyist mode and I can’t believe that my dream to be a professional photographer is coming true. I’ d like to thank everyone supporting me and my photography. My wife, my parents, my team, and people who always visit my blog (like you! :) )

"Love"

This was Guj Tungpalan and RedSheep team, who I will most definitely want as a photographer on my wedding/ when it comes /, so Guj you can get your suitcases ready to travel to Greece and until then, I will keep enjoying your albums of grace and love. You, my dear readers should do it too, here http://redsheepphotocinema.com/. Thank you Guj, for everything!

All images within this post are subject to copyright and belong to

RedSheep Photography.

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© 2010  Broken Sparkles

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