The scream inside of me leads me to insanity,
the sound of it somewhat withdrawn and so unreal blurs it all.
The voice out loud I tried to reach you with, but never did.
The words so clearly said, not with letters but with sigh,
I beg you, please don’t send them back to me,
I have no space in my soul to fit them in.
The ocean that’s ahead of me so deep, so unsurpassed,
the mountain that’s in front of you an obstacle so high,
I ask you please don’t make me swim, don’t make me climb,
I have no strength, no breath or desire left for this.
I speak. No. I whisper, with my lips sealed with your last kiss.
I want to say. No. I won’t. My hope will fly to tell you,
that time difference has captured me in prison
and my nights fractured into two, have no end and no start either.
And when the sun goes down here, please,
please wake up and come to me.
© 2010 Broken Sparkles