Dreamer

Dreamer

Do you know what is in the air that I breathe?
Where the beats of my heart go to?
Do you know how I get through the day?
Where the smile on my face comes from?

Why even people saying I am so romantically silly,
I still carry on, I still hope and believe?
Why even in the middle of misery and dust,
I still find a ladder to climb to peace and serenity?

I am a dreamer, that’s why. And I will always be.
I don’t believe in a half-shining sun and a half-falling rain.
I don’t let the gray of the day to paint my heart and brain.
I don’t stop just because I’ve seen the sign “STOP”.

I believe in fairy tales written not only on paper
and stored on the pages of a book.
I believe in fairy tales that I see in the smile of strangers,
in the giggles of a child,
in the words of the man holding my hand right now.

I believe in a frozen heart softened by one warm tear,
in flowers growing inside a cave, where no love has ever been.
I believe in happy ends, in people long-lost finding each other,
in dreams, my dreams that will come true.
I believe in me being a dreamer and I always will…

Image by RedSheep Photography


© 2010  Broken Sparkles


It’s so wrong to want you …

It’s so wrong to want you

I feel it in my bones,
I sense it in every cell of my skin.
It’s coming again like a tide
to overflow me with lust, with brutal passion.

The fast breathing, the non-stop thoughts about you,
the craving to see you, the weakness when I finally do,
the butterflies in my heart, the taste of adrenaline so sweet.
My mind gone blank, because you smiled at me,
the feeling of the world trembling when you whisper,
sometimes tender, sometimes fierce.

The flirting, the game of power, the chase,
the silent moments just before your kiss
that take me to delirium.
The questions “When?”, “How?”, “Where?”
your lips will mark me. The beast in you
insatiably savoring my sensitive skin,
leaving no part of me unloved,
untouched, unchanged.Victim of your love
and I feel so good to be a prisoner.

It’s so wrong to want you, it’s dangerous to let you in.
The daylight makes me hide, fight with reason,
but at night, when the world is asleep and
darkness covers the town with shady webs,
when there is no witnesses to my foolish desire,
I will surrender over and over again.

And if once upon a time
Eva ignored Adam and had the forbidden fruit,
now I will ignore all rules, I will taste the sin to have you,
to let you have me and leave nothing out,
but ash and dust of the passion between you and I.

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“Man at the window” by Youkha on deviantart.com

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 © 2010  Broken Sparkles

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Away

Away

One by one
the chains will fall down,
the metal rings of torture
will break and all objects,
creatures, feelings connecting me
to this place will follow with a loud crash.

They will slowly disappear,
will eventually dash to pieces,
to notice once I wake up,
there is nothing left to make me stay.
Yesterday was the smile of the sun,
today is the beach with stones,
tomorrow will be nothing,
just the dreams of new horizons.

People change and I have changed too.
Rain doesn’t look like a sad picture
of a crying cloud anymore,
but like drops feeding my skin with life.
The boundary between
the earth I step on right now
and the sky I look at every night
it doesn’t satisfy my thirst,
I wish I could be some place else.

Love is not beautiful anymore,
being his prisoner is not tempting,
now freedom is all that I pray for.
I long to drive on a long road,
with the volume of the radio to the end,
my hair flying with the wind,
my heartbeat chasing the wheels.

I imagine walking on streets
I haven’t been to yet,
I look to read stories
I haven’t heard about before,
I need to taste lips ready to be there
every time I miss sweetness,
I want to truly love, to be loved and
this time away… faraway from here.


Image by Nicola Aiken-Ripolin

 

© 2010  Broken Sparkles

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