I love you life …
Forgive me life for I’ve abandoned you,
for I’ve left you behind and placed you
in the bottom drawer of my desk.
I walked on streets so dark and
I let the dirt on the way to happiness
to poison me, to kill me slowly.
I let the past to become my present
and forgot about the million juicy signs
about future with promises and glow.
I on purpose dipped in grief and pain,
because of the unfulfilled love I felt,
instead of staring at the stars, at beauty.
I’ve played “hide and seek” for so long,
trying to escape unavoidable roads,
when I could’ve freely fly to new adventures.
I myself chose to stay in a lonely place,
where very little joy has ever been and it will be,
instead of grabbing the first train to freedom
and finding how the best part of everything is
the smell of fresh coffee in the morning
and the color of a white rose that blossoms.
But today life, I woke up newly born.
I will now learn to walk, talk and grow
and this time I will practice to reach perfect.
I will experience everything for a first time.
I will love and dream with a whole new concept,
keeping only the moments when I smile.
I might fall, I might hurt, I might make mistakes,
but I will never set a foot in the land of misery
and self-torture that I just left.
But most of all I will remain grateful for any passion
my heart felt and will feel, because life I truly, crazy
love you and I am now going to live you.
© 2010 Broken Sparkles